Life...

news...
i hate hearing news from other.....
should i????
whenever i heard the news from others why it always is BAD news for me.....

i really hate it...
i hate it!!!
i hate it!!!

last week i having my weekend @ my lovely KAMPUNG.....
tis is the 1st time im going back in tis new semester.....
i miss...
my bed
my pillow
my grandparents+parents
my house everthings....
especially my PIANO.....

the second day in the morning...
mother really gv me a big SUPRISE....
she told me that my piano teacher get breast cancer!!!!!!!!!
OMG......wtf is that.....
is that mummy kidding v me.....???!!!
@ that moment in my mind is totally blank.....
all my emotional expression changes in that time....

haiz...

is that god will always like taking joke with the mortal world ppl??????
god always take ppl's life very easy....
although we try to make arduous efforts to save our life.....
but....
all tis....
we will lost in someday......

becoz...
that is fragility of us.....
we will never be the winner.....
never....never.....and never.......
haiz......

from now....
i jz only can invocation for teacher......
hope teacher will get well soon....
i knoe you will WIN in the end....
becoz u hv all of us--lovely students
and.....especially yr husband '' mr. chua'' (my superhero)


心中有好多好多的不愉快。。。。
我真的快乐不起来了。。。。
是不是每个人都要经历过生。。老。。病。。死。。的呢？？？？
好讨厌那个病字。。。。
生病那么辛苦，为什么老天爷好要我们去受啊。。。。=（

这几天自己也病了。。。
病得五颜六色的。。。
真的好辛苦。。。
特别是咳嗽。。。害我觉得好喘。。。差点喘不过气。。。
=（ =（ =（

生病真的好辛苦。。。
不知为什么病了特别的想你。。。
想你的陪伴。。。
想你会出现在我身旁。。。
我知道那是不可能的。。。。haiz。。。。
有好几次。。。我真的辛苦到掉了眼泪。。。。
可是后来想到老师病得比我还要严重。。。
我的眼泪又被我擦掉了。。。
我应该坚强一点。。。。=）

teacher。。。加油！！！！！！！！！！！！！