i'm missing HIM badly right now =(
i'm seriously need HIM to be my side now =(
There are a lot has been happening in the past few days. I have lost myself. I dont know who i am anymore. I cant seem to control my emotions…sometimes I’m happy sometimes i just breakdown but there has nvr been a passing moment which i would not think of him….
“since I’m going to improve my mandarin…..so~ as usual I’m going to use mandarin to blogging in tis time~ “
这几天不知道怎么了。。。每当一个人在家时，都变得好多东西想！！！！真的很讨厌那种feel。。。有时想着想着就会留下眼泪，每次流泪后最想能出现在我面前的人就是你。。。。but I think tis is really impossible…..haiz….
最近你参加了学校的活动，这几天你都在忙着到学校去帮忙，我们聊天的时间真的变得很少了。。。可是自己又不能太自私，只能每次对你说‘我行，我能，everything is ok…..’ 其实我能不能你自己应该都心里有数。。。。=(
今天早上只有自己一个人在家。。。天空突然打了一声很大声的雷。。。。从小到大我都最怕雷声，而且这次是一个人在家，也只可以靠自己克服，很想有你陪着我，可是又不能打扰你，当电话还在dialing时我又cancel了。。。。也许这次真的是时候要我自己去面对了吧。。。。不再依赖人，不再依靠任何人。。。。。=（
i really hope that i can get over with all this unhappy things.....bcoz i'm GAN JINN HOONG^^
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