gastralgia...

恶梦又开始了。。。。

最近的我又开始胃痛了。。。起初还以为是肚子痛没什么理会他。。。怎么知道连续痛了3天，这让我又想起之前的那个病。。。我是不是又要开始当药罐了？？？！！！从小到大都害怕吃药的我，为了不想吃，结果宁可选择自己痛都不让爸爸妈妈知道。。。因为一定会被他们拉去看医生了。。。

已有好一段时间没胃痛的我。。。前阵子因为痛的真的不能tahan了，吃了药还是一样，结果打了一针。。。wa seh！！痛到我！！！！！！！！！！！！那种滋味，真的不好受。。。我真的怕了。。。而且医生还说了很多食物我都不能再随便吃。。。要接口，特别是过辣的食物！！！可是那是我的最爱啊！！！要人家怎么忍。。。。气死了=(

所以有一段时间没在痛了。。。我真的很开心，因为我真的不用再当药罐了。。。可是前几天它又来了！！！！而且今天更是痛到起不到床。。。只可以一个人在房间一边叫一边哭。。。。我真的很怕很怕。。。。我不想再痛了。。。真的很讨厌胃痛。。。。

我的病到底什么时候才会好。。。。
好不想每次都依赖药来控制它。。。这样我只会每次都依赖药罢了。。。。
haiz。。。。自从前天开始知道自己又胃痛时，我想恶梦又要开始了。。。haiz。。。
who can help me....

wishlist...

Wishlist~

women are demanding...admit it, we lov3 to splurge on things we like disregrad of how much they could cost....my friend would love to get COACH totes, LV bag and branded cosmetics etc.

well.....haha i'm one of them of coz...but~i'm love in this one.....
it is not a bag, a purse, blingblings, apparels or gadgets...it's non other than....THIS.....

TADAaaaa.....


....xixi~it's call e-laconic! i was watchin my idol-tedd wearing and it is so wonderful~!!!!
i'm in love with it so much....wahaha!!!!!

who am i....

who am i.....

i am so depress...Yes, i feel the pressure could anchor me down anytime....people around me keep repeating the same statement....'you can....you are the best...''FUXK''!!!!!

i am wondering hv i not done my part as a dedicated sister or a daughter??!!! hv i not done anything they wish for...anything from top to toe and if i m still a failure in that, i really dont know wat to do....

have i not try to be there,a sister as listener....
have i not done all the things that you as a brother/sister should be doing....
have i not completed my so called task or responsibilities as an elder not to guide or help you...

OR

may be i am just someone who happen to be fated,turning out as yr sister and you hated me from beginning....

have i not done my part to fulfill wat you all want me to be....
have i not followed all the obligations that you all have wanted me to do....
have i not done the best daughter role for you all to be proud of....

OR

may be in the end, i am just someone who cant be proud of who i am, but proud of who you all want me to be....

NOW.....i am speechless and feeling blunt...wat should i do for you all.......

blogging~

blogging~

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry that for my long
absence!haha~i miss everyone of you~ especially is YOU!!!!!! i know i've not been updating my blog regularly...no worries...i'll make tis quick alright??!!

well...Sept. wat a hell of the time for me, having final exam and the syallabus of tis year is really tough...but.....i could do all i want without much trouble...hehe~bcoz of YOU.....whenever i cry, i yammer to you.....u keep console me....all tis is really touching.....^^thx....baby~i love u oways~ muackszzzzz

lastly....last week i had went to cameron highland, basically went there just for holiday + family day....it was great~ i love the air condition.....is it fresh~^^haha....
apart from that..the main things is the foods and fruits @ there.....haha it is good indeed.....BROVO~

mooncake festival

mookcake festival + jiejie's birthday....

beautiful lanterns^^

playing candles..

sister & dylan boy~

our production~wahaha

my sibling~

gongong bd

dearest gong gong bd~

过了那么久才update自己的blog真不好意思。。。。嘻嘻～
当天发生的事我都忘得7788 了～嘻嘻嘻。。。。。。就留照片回忆一切吧～

我可爱的公公和阿嬷。。。


孙子女们～



蛋糕来咯～

我的最爱～

anywhere~怎样都要wish公公生日快乐，身体健康，天天都开心～。。。。。
公公。。。我们都爱您。。。。

my_sweet memories

当我们同在一起。。。。

喜欢每次醒来第一个听见的是你的声音，
喜欢每次临睡前听见你哄我的声音，
喜欢每次伤心难过时有你陪着我给我鼓励的声音，
喜欢你听见你那含羞嗒嗒的唱歌给我听的声音。。。。。
我好喜欢～